back+wishes

Title: back+wishes

Few weeks have gone, what have i been doing? The blog seems 'dead' to me. I have really, really been busy till i had no time to even do other things. But all this would be gone temporarily once i reach 29May, which is the day i would be having my second and last presentation for this term before my long-waited break. To add to the joy, i will be having 3 week break as i do not have common test during the first week of June.

Downside to break, it is that assignments still need to be completed as after the break, would be another round of project submissions. Soon after, it would be around end-July and early-August. By then, i would be doing project presentations, preparing and sitting for my exams. The doors of holidays again will be right before me again. That's life for me. I hope time can just fly and in no time, i would be enjoying the fruits of my hard labor. I want a life without any pain, stress. But i guess, it is still a few thousand lightyears away from me.

I need more enrichment to my life. If i could get very busy, then i would not have the time to look around me and give attention to small, little details. For me, training should begin very soon and that should have economic values.

My little wish for the september holiday: Fly to another country with grandma, if she could allow me. She's always been to places, all year-round and just how i envy her. But she deserves what she has now for working so hard earlier in her life.

That makes me think. See, life can be of a curve graph with it indicating the stress level (y-axis). The time would form the x-axis. When one is born, the stress graph is flat and moving forward, and then a child is about 7-8, that is when the stress builds up and this stress curve increases and slopes upwards steeply till the age of 50plus. That's when most would have 'upgraded' from parents to grandparents. So when one is a grandparent, he/she does nothing much but could be 1) travelling around the world, 2) looking after grandchildren.

So in conclusion, when you're like me - still studying - expect stress and live with it but manage it. Till one day, you achieve the title 'grand', it would be really a joy as life is easy.