Thursday, July 31, 2008

unfulfilled love, 未完成的爱

Title: unfulfilled love, 未完成的爱

unfufilled love, 未完成的爱。

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Impressed

Title: Impressed

"Winning is winning. Losing is losing. Be happy with everything. Don't cry anymore."

Although the words used in the above quote are rather simple, they do, as sentences, show some depth of thinking. Besides that, it comes from a minor. It is definitely impressive.

The explanation of the phrase is even more impressive. Even if one scores 50 marks or fails an exam, it does not mean that one has failed. As long as one is hardworking and good hearted, he will have a job like anyone else. In other words, he will be rewarded too but in some other ways.


More importantly, be sure that you will still be given another mission/mean of survival in life (by God, if you believe in it). He told me the meaning of being content with my current status quo. I am impressed.

Monday, July 21, 2008

that someone's birthday

Title: that someone's birthday

Today is that someone's birthday. Although i was told of the date some time back, I still remember it. But i can't wish you now. Happy Birthday. There is only passage i can take to convey this message to you. It is the most impossible, absurd way - the DREAM.

Wish you hear my message in your dreams. Happy Birthday, that someone.

Why i don't like to argue?

Title: Why i don't like to argue?

There is one dominating feeling that has reigned in my heart, soul for quite some time this year - happiness. It is this kind of feeling that makes you look forward to each and next everyday.

It saddens me to see people around who pick up fights. I strongly encourage to give up fights that have no meaning or significance to their character. In short, arguments or fights that mean next to nothing should be abandoned right away.

To me, to argue, i will kill my brain cells, spoil my mood for that day or even made unnecessary enemies. Also, i would not want to 'pollute' my environment. People who listen to argument will get sick of it and i am definitely one of those who cannot stand people who argue over petty matters. These are issues we should overlook and let it be bygones.

Put no petty matters in my heart where it ultimately can only contain the precious persons. Heart is a chamber to someone who values you and you value him/her.

Monday, July 14, 2008

14 July 08

Title: 14 July 08

"Live is live. Live is changing everyday. Don't cry anymore." Hui Bin, a seven old's message to me. So enlightening!

14 July 08 will always be in my mind, forever. There are many names for me to remember - Zheng Xuan, Yang Xuan, Rachel, Sylvia, Si Kai, Benjamin, Vernice, Lune Hua, Andre, Yak Da, Bing Jie, Hannah, Hui Bin, Kaelyn, Si Ying, Xavier, Ryan, Xi Bin, Elsen, Zhi Xin, Yu Xuan, Priya, Kai Kiat, Li Yun, Mak, Edward, Chi Yong, Ning Hui, Jolyn, Lay Hian, Wei Li, Kai Yuan, Li Xuan, Hui Xian, Yak Jia, Qi Wen, Eunice, Zhi Kuan, Megan, Jia Yu, Kylie, Li Qi, Li Han, Joanne, Tang Sian, Shi Qi, Zhi Yu, Jonathan, Brian.

A BIG THANK YOU!

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Gary Cao's concert

Title: Gary Cao's concert

Met Cynthia, Wei Ting and Han Xiang at Orchard. Went to eat then the Indoor Stadium. Wait, waits, waiting and waited for the bus to come. haha. Wei Ting's name can be in present, past tenses. Joking only.

Cynthia and Wei Ting
















The 2 again!















Me and Wei Ting















I am looking elsewhere.















Han Xiang, Cynthia and Wei Ting














































Satisfied with the concert.

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Title: unhappy and happy

How to be unhappy and happy? I am into it. Happy that i have made a fulfilling time there but unhappy that all good things must really, really come to an end. But this one is an abrupt one that i am never prepared for it mentally.

MMMM.... i drew myself. totally not like me!

Sunday, July 6, 2008

Concert tickets

Title: Concert tickets!

Gary Cao. i got his concert tickets today. It will be this coming saturday - 12 July, 8pm. It is my first time going for a concert. I missed Jay Chou's concert back in January and i was disappointed then. Luckily, i managed to bag Gary Cao's concert tickets. So cool.

I am coming for the concert.

that somebody

Title: that somebody

As soon as i opened the door, that somebody held onto me tight. Well, it was not that type of love, the usual one between a boy and a girl. But the kind that was of siblings'. I was taken aback and uttered sounds of no. But i felt wrong doing so, once i recalled it. Then, i was asked to take photo with that somebody.

"Can you bring out your handphone? i want to take photo with you. (Then you want me to print for you?) Ya, i can have your photo."

Farewell dinner

Title: Farewell dinner

4 July, we had a gathering to give it a farewell dinner for Guan Zhu. Wei Ting, Han Xiang, Cynthia, 孙女 and Ann all turned up. It was a simple session when we could do catching up with each other. We had chilli crab as one of our dishes and chilli crab is my favourite.

The interesting moments came when we were all in the MRT. As usual, Han Xiang and Guan Zhu pin-pointed at 孙女's weakness to keep herself balanced. As stubborn as ever, 孙女 begged to differ and tried to maintain her standing even when the train was going through the shaky route from Clementi to Jurong East Station. After the MRT, i took cab with Wei Ting to go home. Wei Ting was my motivation to take cab. haha.

Photos:

(GroupPhoto)














(GroupPhoto2)














(Ann)














(孙女 the COA Officer)














(ME!)














(GuanZhu)
















I called 孙女 COA officer (centre-of-attraction officer) as she is always in the centre of the group in every way.

Guan Zhu, survive the 2 weeks and we will see you soon!

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Whimsical life

Title: Whimsical life

Another group of people is going to make my heart grow fonder. The heart of mine softens and i realised i have fallen too deep. The limited timeslot is making my heart calling for them. When there is rise, there is fall. When there is crest in wave, there is trough. If only we never knew each other, how great would that be? But if i never knew you all, i never knew that life would be meaningful. How contradicting this is getting!

But life itself is working based on the theory of whimsicality. So unpredictable! Choices or pre-decided choices (in other words, only option left) are given. Now I am to choose (actually, not choose but force) and to give up something close to heart. That's quite something, to give away something that is precious, that i have no say in it. And i so hate it.
















"The lonely night that i walked in. The mood is getting no better. The more i think about it, the more i can't let it slip through my fingers. The blue color is getting more defined. The possibly sleepless nights i am going to endure. The news i got must be kept within. Thanks to whimsical life i have to go through this."















Perhaps this is coming too soon for me to even prepare for it.

Fight or join the life of whimsicality! YOUR CHOICE!

CRESTFALLEN

Title: CRESTFALLEN

Today's mood: sad

Chet: today - i was hit and fallen to my knees.
Kwan: hit by what and fell?
Chet: well crest-shaped wave?
Kwan: perhaps because of that, i am crestfallen.