So i shall leave this song to accompany you, the readers for the next 2 weeks. Be back on 16 August. Update then:) See you then!
Friday, July 31, 2009
a vehement desire
my heart contracts a little as the image of her illustrates in my head - a vehement desire.
So i shall leave this song to accompany you, the readers for the next 2 weeks. Be back on 16 August. Update then:) See you then!
So i shall leave this song to accompany you, the readers for the next 2 weeks. Be back on 16 August. Update then:) See you then!
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Before i fly
Before i make myself disappear from this part of the world, i met up with my old friends - Wei Hao, Darren, Cedrick, Edmund, Eugene, Cynthia, Michelle, Han Xiang, Hui Min, Yi Long and Guan Zhu. I want to meet them again.
Friday, July 24, 2009
Sunday, July 19, 2009
week ended
Today, i went out with Terence, Chee Chuan and Chi On. My week ended just like that.
In 2 weeks' time, i will be away from Singapore. Counting down till that: 12 days to 1 Aug.
Cosmopolitan
It was Grand-uncle's birthday yesterday. It was celebrated at Cosmopolitan. It was a simple gathering, filled with family warmth. I took on the child's role and climbed up the obstacle at the playground.
The condo was grand and is surely motivating me to own one in the future.
The condo was grand and is surely motivating me to own one in the future.
Friday, July 17, 2009
Bad, bad attributes
Ruthless, vicious, sly, evil, fierce, arrogrant, power-hungry, vengeful, crafty, temperamental. All these are in the making of a brand new me? Barely 2 months and i have picked up so many bad, bad attributes.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Singing on truck
Singing on the truck was a great thing. This was so when i fought against the gushing wind to hear myself singing. It brought out the damaging fury hidden within my body as I sang aloud.
Could i be happy again? Next week, i shall see.
Could i be happy again? Next week, i shall see.
Life's a crap
Life's a crap. I heard of ridiculous or rather, outrageous things. What is the world coming to? For a day, a couple can break up and then mend their relationship the next. That is how serious this kind of joke could even happen. I just laughed.
Sometimes, when i work too hard, the rewards are craps. I just can't believe it. It is hard to convince myself. My life is made for other pleasures (work and more work). This is an 'intelligent' answer to my misery. I just lauged again.
Sometimes, when i work too hard, the rewards are craps. I just can't believe it. It is hard to convince myself. My life is made for other pleasures (work and more work). This is an 'intelligent' answer to my misery. I just lauged again.
Shopping day
It was shopping day yesterday. I bought:
- 1 pant
- 1 shirt
- 1 t shirt
- 1 polo shirt
- 1 belt
- 2 watches
- 1 bag
My head still hurts.
- 1 pant
- 1 shirt
- 1 t shirt
- 1 polo shirt
- 1 belt
- 2 watches
- 1 bag
My head still hurts.
Michael Jackson - remembering the great
If you have been catching news these days, there is one common news that all newspapers share - news on Michael Jackson. There were reports like investigations carried on his death cause, his funeral and his children finally revealed. Across the internet websites, there were millions of comments flooded to worship him.
His death at the age of 50 was considered sudden and too early. It came on 25 June 09. That was the day he finally took his last breath and he finally had his break from this world, often in a misery. Ironically, 25 June 09 happened to be one of the happiest day i had this year.
Back to the topic, he died the day before his 50 concerts started. Moreover, his first week's concerts were postponed. This series of concert was supposed to help him resurrect his career. It was supposed to 'clean' him due to the bad happenings such as linkinig as a paedophile.
No, the concerts did not take off. Instead, the whole world wept for him as he made his eternal leave. He left as the King of Pop, a well-known singer in the 1980s, a legend born after singing legends such as Elvis Presley, Frank Sinatra.
Seriously, it was his sudden death that everyone took his attention on him again. It was this that everyone realised the importance of his existence. The standard music he produced that no musician currently has eclipsed past. His trademark moonwalk, the record album "Thriller" were what really took the world by storm for once. He has won over the world hands down.
Now at least, he left as a hero and we will all remember in hearts. At the end of the day, it is better to cherish what we have presently. Thank you, Michael.
Billie Jean - Michael Jackson
His death at the age of 50 was considered sudden and too early. It came on 25 June 09. That was the day he finally took his last breath and he finally had his break from this world, often in a misery. Ironically, 25 June 09 happened to be one of the happiest day i had this year.
Back to the topic, he died the day before his 50 concerts started. Moreover, his first week's concerts were postponed. This series of concert was supposed to help him resurrect his career. It was supposed to 'clean' him due to the bad happenings such as linkinig as a paedophile.
No, the concerts did not take off. Instead, the whole world wept for him as he made his eternal leave. He left as the King of Pop, a well-known singer in the 1980s, a legend born after singing legends such as Elvis Presley, Frank Sinatra.
Seriously, it was his sudden death that everyone took his attention on him again. It was this that everyone realised the importance of his existence. The standard music he produced that no musician currently has eclipsed past. His trademark moonwalk, the record album "Thriller" were what really took the world by storm for once. He has won over the world hands down.
Now at least, he left as a hero and we will all remember in hearts. At the end of the day, it is better to cherish what we have presently. Thank you, Michael.
Billie Jean - Michael Jackson
Friday, July 10, 2009
Scrapbook
I spent the whole day doing some scrapbook and it is not really done. But still, i took it to them. I don't have enough time to do the scrapbook and i cannot help it. I need more time of my own.
Saturday, July 4, 2009
work rams me hard
Work is taking its toil on me. Busy to me is good. This is because i can pass time much faster than usual. Also, i believe that if i work hard, i can be rewarded handsomely. But suddenly, it is getting overwhelming and i find myself in an unfamiliar state - 'i like to grumble about it'.
There is more to this. I am emotion-driven. Like waves, my emotions can come and hit in a big but dangerous way. Sometimes, work piles up even as i am trying my best to finish it. I have never stopped. I could only picture myself moving from point to point to deliver items and completing a paper work at the desk. Whenever my boss happens to see me working diligently or not, he will direct more work to me. The workload increases.
To a point, my head spins and i need to pause as my world seems to spiral out of control. In this short moment, i teared involuntarily. I could not rein 100% control over my work when a cock-up appeared and any of this is unpardonable. It is as though the phase,"To err is human" is invalid. Instead, I must ensure that everything runs smoothly and that any mistake is not caused by me. If not, i will have to bear the consequences and continue suffering in silence.
But once home, i just want to be myself in my precious free time, insulated from the week's long work. I want to close this work week as soon as possible. It has been dull though.
There is more to this. I am emotion-driven. Like waves, my emotions can come and hit in a big but dangerous way. Sometimes, work piles up even as i am trying my best to finish it. I have never stopped. I could only picture myself moving from point to point to deliver items and completing a paper work at the desk. Whenever my boss happens to see me working diligently or not, he will direct more work to me. The workload increases.
To a point, my head spins and i need to pause as my world seems to spiral out of control. In this short moment, i teared involuntarily. I could not rein 100% control over my work when a cock-up appeared and any of this is unpardonable. It is as though the phase,"To err is human" is invalid. Instead, I must ensure that everything runs smoothly and that any mistake is not caused by me. If not, i will have to bear the consequences and continue suffering in silence.
But once home, i just want to be myself in my precious free time, insulated from the week's long work. I want to close this work week as soon as possible. It has been dull though.
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