that day

That day, i went back. Notably, there was a vast change. There were plenty of new faces. Nonetheless, the older ones still greeted me with that ever-cheerful welcome. They were always asking how i was. I was deeply touched by their curiosity. But came a funny boy who asked for my name and my mum's. I was surprised. I did not know him at all but his facial expression was lovely.

Blues

I am tearing each week away from my life right now. Blues about my situation? I think about everyone in my state would do so. That is because right from the start, nobody wanted it to begin. Ultimately, I am heading towards the goal of my life and i got one chance now. It is best to take down the chance well with the all necessary (and unpleasant) experience i have gained. All the best for the future:)

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Renewed confidence

2 days ago, i stepped upon the same stage last year. It was the same stage where i was presented award for being the second best in the cohort. Never was i expecting to rise up to another ceremony and for a different award. It was a recognition but ultimately it marks my commitment in these past (close to) 2 years. Whether i deserve the recent award, it will be proved in the next 2 months.

With that, i am hoping to don on an usual but renewed aura of confidence and bringing an end to my one time commitment, in style. :)

change to the past

There will be a big change this year. But this change will be a familiar one. But the question mark lies in how fast i can adapt BACK to it. It is studying again. From what i heard, it is not that easy and it is crucial to do some read up before entering university. Well, i have a deep rot in my head. With this, i shall find a way to read up on Econonmics. GOOD LUCK, Kwan Chet!

Freedom felt

CNY Eve is just tomorrow. I can just feel that the end is near with each passing months. Another 7 months and i will be free!

31 Dec 2009

31 Dec 2009 began when i plodded my way to the Centre again but for the very last time. For some, it might be the last time we ever met on this surface. It was slightly more toned down. However, where there is distance, the hearts came closer than ever. Ms. Lynn called me and we chatted for a while. Surprisingly, Wuwu called and so we chatted on the phone for over an hour. Wuwu entertained us with his guitar skills and jokes. While doing so, Cheryl approached me on Facebook. Soon she was invited to the conference. When we were all done, it was 2 hours plus call.

Then i headed straight to Ion Orchard. As usual, i was late. Fish & Co was the place where Cynthia, Han Xiang, Yi Long and me met. But the weirdest thing was to come. I had an impulse to do the silliest thing on earth. So i did. I asked the waitress for her number. Surprisingly, she gave and her name as well. I think the people around me were stunned so was the girl. This might just be the last crazy thing i did last year and in many years to come.

Still, we got to see Michelle accidentally in her bf's car. It was coincidental.

Year 2010 has arrived. The breath of freedom is ringing the bells. I think my time is going to come soon.

My new year resolutions will be:

- time to fly faster and i can study
- get back my freedom
- do extraordinary acts
- meet my lost friends

ROARS! dinner

6 dec - AWESOME NIGHT! Luckily i did not miss this dinner with dad, mummy, Boon, Aaron, Dajie and Erjie. It was not pre-planned. It was random and last minute. But it turned out to be the best dinner. ROARS!

After some storytelling, we roared and it never really ended. But the best part of the entire dinner was when we made to drink weird combination drinks. Boon was behind all this. Unfortunately, Er-jie was the first victim. You should have seen her stunned look. It was fun.

queer feeling

It was a queer feeling but certainly, it was familiar and filled with warmth. To embrace the truth, it was a positive one. Hope everything is fine for my family and friends.

Visiting wanted

Just a few days, i was alerted to a piece of bad news. The place is closing down in December. How sad! But this move might not come as a surprise. Visiting them soon!

leave me alone

I believe it is a period of worries, surprisingly. November and December are the months that we all should indulge ourselves in fun. There are many things in my mind and they are all worries. Can they just leave me alone?